Oh my gosh I was JUST about to ask the same thing, almost word-for-word, and the moment I scroll down this is what I see!
Hate-crushes for me have been the most rewarding. I just meet a guy, and he does something slightly annoying and i just have so much fun hating him. Thinking of him constanly, imagining possible conversations. Planning what I'd do in a world with no consequences. And then everytime I've built up the confidence to tell that guy I hate him, we've always ended up becoming great friends.
I've been struggling with why I let it happen again. I knew it would, though I hoped it wouldn't, and I just allowed it when it did. I know I didn't like it, know that he knew he was taking advantage, knew I wasn't participating, but I had a hard time understanding my own behavior of accepting it.
Her face is so exited. LOOK AT HER EYES I kinda like it.